It’s a cold, dark January morning. Snow covers the roads and pavements, icicles hang from roofs, my breath is a cold, grey fog. I need the toilet, it’s outside. I don’t want to go outside and stand in the small, dark, damp space that is our toilet. I have to though. I have no choice but to stand there shivering, alone in the darkness.
Posts Tagged ‘child’
the outside toilet
Posted: August 27, 2019 in flash fiction, Memories and reflections the collection, UncategorizedTags: child, cold, damp, dark, life, memories, outside, refelecting, remembering, winter, working class, young
Mother’s Light
Posted: October 7, 2015 in Andy Smith, poetryTags: Andrew, Andrew Smith, Andy Smith, beginning, breathe, child, cross, day, Heaven, life, light, Love, mom, morning, mother, mum, new, rainbow, rays, relationship, saint, son, sun
you loved the light
how it entered my bedroom
every morning with you
turning on my light
hanging, still, on its own
in the middle of
a pure, white ceiling
momentarily blinding me
i am confused for a second
before i rub the nights
sleep out of my eyes
and blinking see your shape
silhouetted against my bedroom window
holding a curtain in each hand
for me a saint on a cross
opening the gates to heaven
before stepping aside to
allow the first rays of sunlight
to create a rainbow in the
corner of a teary eye
and breathe new life
into her young son
as he takes in the light
of this brand new day
Growing Up
Posted: July 18, 2014 in My thoughts on Asperger's, Poems, Thoughts, UncategorizedTags: adult, Asperger's, Asperger's Syndrome, autism, child, childhood, children, coping, developing, growing up, struggling, surviving, world
Sorry but I haven’t been on here for a while. Been feeling under the weather and out of sorts. Not been feeling very creative so not much writing done. However I have come up with this one. It’s how I view growing up with Asperger’s and how it can feel sometimes.
Growing Up
As children growing up we are all the same
All developing through play, school, family and friends
Sight, hearing, taste, touch, smell
All exciting and new to a child
Socialising and communicating with others
As they explore a whole new world
Excitement uncontained and unabated
And then childhood stops
For some at least
But for others it does not
Their bodies grow old and weary
Yet their minds are still those of children
Thinking like a child
Feeling like a child
Living in an adult body
In an unfamiliar world
That doesn’t understand
Struggling to cope with everyday tasks
Day after day after day
Welcome to the world of autism
Children living in adult bodies
Struggling to live in an adult world
A world they don’t understand
Struggling with life everyday
But always with a smile on their face